6:58pm
More baby dreams last night. Bad baby dreams.
Can't even type any more than this crap because of the usual family sh*t that's going on right now. I would kill for some effing privacy.
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2 comments:
The other night I had a bad dream in which I was having a nice conversation with my husband, we were discussing our abortion, we were in an airport I think. From out of nowhere, my aunt (who I wasn't aware was even in the airport) went running away crying, saying we were bad people. I tried following her, but I couldn't, and my husband found her somewhere and talked to her. Later, my husband and I turned a corner and she was standing in front of pretty much my whole family, telling them I had an abortion.
And I didn't deny it. I just said it happened when I was 17 and it was a private matter, and it had nothing to do with them. It was so weird. Pretty much everyone in my family looked disgusted with me, but my grandma and another aunt were very supportive.
Weird weird dream. I woke up in a panic. I haven't had a dream about my abortions in a long time. And no one in my family knows about either of them except my step-mom. And my mom might know, but has never asked me about it, or said anything about it except for when my high school friend (who's mom was my mom's best friend) was pregnant her junior/senior year (my senior year/freshman year in college) and I wondered out loud if she thought about getting an abortion, my mom said "some people just don't think thats okay. Like me, when I was pregnant with you I didn't even consider it"(she was 17 and it was the late 70s so abortion was legal) and I had a feeling she knew I had an abortion. And she has never mentioned it since.
Ugh sorry long comment. I really should get a blog for myself, but I don't know if I really have enough to fill up a blog!
Leah
Leah, I actually really appreciate your input, it's been really helpful for me...feel free to post all you want :)
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