Oweeeeee

All the symptoms I've had, while mild, are of the worst kind.

The digestive system ones are just brutal. One minute it's like i have a laxative. next minute it's like I have a brick in my intestinal track. which is where i'm at right now. My lower back is killing me.

I ate like crazy yesterday.

What i'm thinking is that after I do it, i'll just starve like crazy. Right now it's just too much of an emotional rollercoaster.

And that folks, it certainly is. Now i'm just sad that I won't be experiencing full-on motherhood.

Is this my one and only shot?